To have or not to have children

Hey i'am 21 years old and i have a son of 1.3 years old.

In the beginning i was scared for it and i still am.
But you gotta think about the responsibilities that you will have after the birth of the first child.
Means no more parties no more traveling until your kid is at a certain age.
Taking care of your kid 24/7 so days and nights of work.
Learning your kid things all sorts of things.
Give them knowledge about things.
Basically being a father figure!

For a men its difficult to get a kid because we know when it comes to getting a kid your life will be done,
until your kid is at a age to care about things for him/herself! But that age doesn't mean you shouldn't take care of your kid anymore.
No no no no. That only means that you can put your hands of his shoulders but still have to keep your eyes on him from a distance!

I have to admit that i'am being more happy and can do a little more things for myself then i could do before,
but even those things i did don't even give me a flinch of doing anymore since i'am loving my kid more and more every day.
I mean loving him because hes getting more knowledgeable. Now he knows how to throw a ball to me for example or he plays with other kids!

I can go on with the story but what i'am trying to say is wetter your young or old at some point you will get a child but you have to push trough the fears!
At some point your gonna love it! For example ask your parents how they felt when they got you. I promise you will hear bad things but i have explained it to you above here.
But you will also hear beautiful things from them!

Oh and btw,
i just gonna keep it with one kid for now since i'm young, maybe when i'm older probably in the 30's. But for now i'am good!