Would/Could you join the service in the U.S.A?

I dont know why but im crying right now, mothers in Jail, Father is always working, no brothers, sisters.. nothing to really support me. Im just really depressed right now

Sometimes you just have to find a good hobby, or some friends to hang out with. There's substitutes for parents or siblings. Why do you think the kids in highschool who's parents aren't around have tons of friends? Because they need to find some sort of acceptance/love. If you need that kind've acceptance and love, then just get out there, find some friends to hang out with. Maybe even a girlfriend. If you aren't up for making friends, then just try and focus on a hobby, or try and learn something new that would benefit you. Learn a new language, learn a new coding language, discover a new video game you love to play, build a computer. Just focus towards making friends and finding shit to occupy yourself with.