Why are you not a Christian?

Don't get me wrong, I am open to possibilities of there being a higher power.
But for that higher power to show nothing to me personally, or present itself to me.. it does not deserve me as a follower.

Did you read the thing I posted?

I did. But those are the types of things that I personally don't want to reply too. Faith.
It sounds like the opposite meaning of the word "reality" to me. No offence.

Don't get me wrong, I am open to possibilities of there being a higher power.
But for that higher power to show nothing to me personally, or present itself to me.. it does not deserve me as a follower.

That makes perfect sense, again I respect that

But have you ever tried going to a church one Sunday and speaking to a minister there, God can connect in many ways - without realising anyway.

Plus its not about deserving to be a follower its whether or not you want to be a follower, he loves everyone unconditionally and everyone should be his follower.

I did attend church routinely when I was younger, but never really understood it.
Really all I ever enjoyed was the singing. Seemed like a waste of time.

Regardless I understand you, and the idea of it. But me personally, if something loved me it'd show itself. Otherwise it's a creep.