So many still believe its just a thing you can get over.
TL:DR; If you need to talk to someone, call your Mother/Dad/Grandparents/Aunt etc. or a Suicide prevention Hotline:
http://www.suicide.org/international-sui...lines.html
For short here are some that might help you:
Australia: [Lifeline] 13 11 14
Germany: [Telefonseelsorge] 0800 1110 111
Netherland: [British Armed Forces Link] 0602 222 88
Russia: [Samaritans] 007 (8202) 577-577
United States: [National Suicide Prevention Lifeline] 1 800 273 TALK (8255)
United Kingdom: [Samaritans UK & ROI] +44 (0) 8457 90 90 90
First of all i'm depressive for at least 9 years, i know what YOU probably feel and what thoughts you might have.
Not every Depression is the same. Just stop locking everything in you.
Talking to someone you trust really helps, even if they cant feel your pain.
I never took drugs so i can't go into detail on how this affects your depression but i think its like with alcohol. It will only take the pain away for the next couple of hours, maybe but it will give you more problems in the end. So Stop using drugs and get something that distracts you, read a book you have on your list for ages.
Write a book yourself, a small story (it gives you time to think).
But the thing you have to do is to talk to someone. If you think your Mom or Dad doesn't understand you go search for a psychotherapist, they probably know better how you feel than anyone else, they can help you.
AND YES IT IS POSSIBLE TO GET OUT OF THE DEPRESSION.
Maybe you need a treatment, there are Hospitals or something like this that specialize in Depression.
If you just want to talk to someone fast, i guess here are many people you can trust too, some even have the same problem as you.
Hope this is the correct spot for this thread but i think we need something on here?
